Well fellow readers of my blog, I gotta say the search for a suitable keyholder is a lot more difficult than I thought. It seems that locked guys generally fall into three categories, guys that are locked by their wives, guys that are real slaves/subs and guys that are self locked. At the moment, I fall in the third category there being self locked at the moment.
I gotta say, I'm ready, I'm more than ready actually to have a keyholder. I've tried a few arrangements, but they didn't really work out. Yes, I've had several offers, and a few demands :), to have my keys and I have turned them down. I'm not some sissy crossdresser into femming, and I'm not a slave. Sure, I have my sub tendencies from time to time, but fact of the matter is all in all I'm just a pretty average guy. In day to day life I'd be indistinguishable from any other ordinary guy, excepting the fact that my underwear is made of metal and it locks. I want to keep it that way.
I know what I want, I just can't find it. I want someone that cares enough about the real me to want to keep me locked. If that person wants to unlock me and useme for their pleasure, then I will thank them for the opportunity, though I shall not seek it. I want a relationship that is based on a mutual respect. I will not tolerate being called "boi" or "slave" or any other derogatory term and I will not address someone as "Sir" "Master/Mistress", etc, unless they have proven worthy of it and even then not in a public setting.
Why is it that there just aren't many regular people out there? So I'll say this, if you are a "Normal" person, around my age category who want's to get to know me, and perhaps some day hold my key, let me know. There's gotta be someone around me locally that fits this criteria, I don't think I'm being too picky, I just want to find the right person.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Finally wore the My-Steel to the Gym!
I am very happy to say that I finally got up the nerve to wear my chastity belt to the gym. A little history, I joined the gym finally back in August since I really am trying to get in better shape since I do need to do that. Anyway, all this time I did not wear the cb to the gym, I was afraid that it would chafe, that it would be noticeable and it would impede my workout so up until this point, I would always unlock myself right before going to the gym and immediately lock back up once I got home. I'll be honest, this didn't always work. When the belt is off, that's when temptation is at it's greatest, and unfortunately a few times that I did this, I gave into temptation and rubbed one out.
I know that if I find a keyholder, the whole removing the belt several times a week for the gym is going to be difficult, if not impossible. This would leave two options, either not go to the gym, or not stay chaste. Neither of these are really acceptable options.
Today, I finally got up the courage to wear it to the gym, and I'm extremely happy to say that it worked out just fine. I figured I'd try it out today since generally on Sunday's it's pretty empty, not sure why I thought that would be a factor, but whatever. My main thought was how to prevent chafing, and here's what I did. Before I left the house, I spread a healthy amount of A&D ointment around the usual trouble spots, donned one of my tightest pairs of briefs, put in a Depend Male Guard as well. Yes, I do wear these guards on a daily basis to prevent any drips whch are a problem for me, but the guard also has the added benefit of curving itself around the crotch shield creating a barrier between the metal edges of the shield and my thighs. If I do this with tight briefs, it seems to work pretty well. As an added measure, I wore a pair of tight cycling shorts over this, and then of course a pair of loose nylon shorts over that. I wore the shorts that have a drawstring, and I tied it rather tight.
All of this worked out quite well, I was able to do some weights, and also most importantly, cardio. I was able to do a solid half hour on the elliptical, and I didn't have to go any slower than normal. All in all, it was not an issue at all to wear the belt to the gym, and I will continue to do so. I didn't get any chafing whatsoever either. I guess this means that I no longer have to remove the belt for this and that I can go back to true 24/7 wear, which makes me very happy :)
And for those of you who are wondering, no I did not shower at the gym, I'm not doing that in the belt since the only shower facilities are not private, they are the traditional group showers, I waited until I got home.
I know that if I find a keyholder, the whole removing the belt several times a week for the gym is going to be difficult, if not impossible. This would leave two options, either not go to the gym, or not stay chaste. Neither of these are really acceptable options.
Today, I finally got up the courage to wear it to the gym, and I'm extremely happy to say that it worked out just fine. I figured I'd try it out today since generally on Sunday's it's pretty empty, not sure why I thought that would be a factor, but whatever. My main thought was how to prevent chafing, and here's what I did. Before I left the house, I spread a healthy amount of A&D ointment around the usual trouble spots, donned one of my tightest pairs of briefs, put in a Depend Male Guard as well. Yes, I do wear these guards on a daily basis to prevent any drips whch are a problem for me, but the guard also has the added benefit of curving itself around the crotch shield creating a barrier between the metal edges of the shield and my thighs. If I do this with tight briefs, it seems to work pretty well. As an added measure, I wore a pair of tight cycling shorts over this, and then of course a pair of loose nylon shorts over that. I wore the shorts that have a drawstring, and I tied it rather tight.
All of this worked out quite well, I was able to do some weights, and also most importantly, cardio. I was able to do a solid half hour on the elliptical, and I didn't have to go any slower than normal. All in all, it was not an issue at all to wear the belt to the gym, and I will continue to do so. I didn't get any chafing whatsoever either. I guess this means that I no longer have to remove the belt for this and that I can go back to true 24/7 wear, which makes me very happy :)
And for those of you who are wondering, no I did not shower at the gym, I'm not doing that in the belt since the only shower facilities are not private, they are the traditional group showers, I waited until I got home.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Fakers
Ok, I am seriously getting tired of people passing off their fake jackoff chastity fantasies as truth. I guess I'm fairly well known, at least to a degree in the chastity belt community, and my yahoo messenger account is really no secret to anyone on just about any chastity board out there. Every so often, someone IM's me out of the blue wanting to chat. I'm cool with that, I like to chat with new people, anyone new want to chat with me, drop me an IM - just be real.
What I don't like is people making up what are clearly fake stories that they are passing off as the truth. Now, don't get me wrong, I like some good old chastity fiction as much as anyone, I like reading the stories from time to time, heck, jock locked high is one of my favorite stories out there. However, they are fiction, and billed as such. I just am getting really tired of people making things up.
The most recent one takes the cake. I'll paraphrase the story this guy told me. I personally am 99.99% sure it is fiction, if it's not, well then he needs to be in jail. He starts off by telling me that one of the guys he has locked is pretty horny, ok so far. That he made him wear a vibrating butt plug all day, and since he'd been locked for months that his underwear were pretty wet by the end of the day. OK so far, however now is where it goes over the line. He says the batteries in the vibe lasted until 7th period. RED FLAG here. This might not be a common term outside the US, but periods are what classes in school are called. So I ask, and he confirms that his locked guy is a senior in high school, and that he's 18 years old.
Another flag here, while it's "possible" most high school seniors would be only 17 years old at this point during the year. It gets worse, says that he locks the kid in a neosteel, those arent cheap, and arent easy to get. Add to this the fact that according to this guys j/o fantasy, the 18y/o kids brother is also locked in a neosteel, and that kid is 15. Come on, seriously. It's legal to lock the 18 y/o, if it was consentual, but a 15 year old, absolutely not. The story goes on and on, I ask to chat with the guys, but that's not possible, they are too "busy" working out naked, while their dom watches them on cam that he has at the workout room in his house.
I finally call B.S. on him, and he just abruptly signs out. I gotta say, I'm getting tired of these. There's another one on the Locked M4M site, an 18 year old has a friend who just "happens" to have a Latowski belt hanging around that will fit him, and he's gonna be locked for 3 years. To quote Officer Rod Farva from the movie Supertroopers; "I'll believe that when me shit turns purple and tastes like rainbow sherbet."
Oh, and if any of the people who tried passing off these stories as the god's honest truth, I have one thing to say to you: PROVE IT! Like I said, I have nothing against fiction, but write it down in a story, post it on a site, list it as fiction and get on with it. If you REALLY want to be locked, well then buy a CB, if you want to lock someone... JUST ASK, there's no shortage of guys needing keyholders, myself included!
Sorry, just had to vent about this.
What I don't like is people making up what are clearly fake stories that they are passing off as the truth. Now, don't get me wrong, I like some good old chastity fiction as much as anyone, I like reading the stories from time to time, heck, jock locked high is one of my favorite stories out there. However, they are fiction, and billed as such. I just am getting really tired of people making things up.
The most recent one takes the cake. I'll paraphrase the story this guy told me. I personally am 99.99% sure it is fiction, if it's not, well then he needs to be in jail. He starts off by telling me that one of the guys he has locked is pretty horny, ok so far. That he made him wear a vibrating butt plug all day, and since he'd been locked for months that his underwear were pretty wet by the end of the day. OK so far, however now is where it goes over the line. He says the batteries in the vibe lasted until 7th period. RED FLAG here. This might not be a common term outside the US, but periods are what classes in school are called. So I ask, and he confirms that his locked guy is a senior in high school, and that he's 18 years old.
Another flag here, while it's "possible" most high school seniors would be only 17 years old at this point during the year. It gets worse, says that he locks the kid in a neosteel, those arent cheap, and arent easy to get. Add to this the fact that according to this guys j/o fantasy, the 18y/o kids brother is also locked in a neosteel, and that kid is 15. Come on, seriously. It's legal to lock the 18 y/o, if it was consentual, but a 15 year old, absolutely not. The story goes on and on, I ask to chat with the guys, but that's not possible, they are too "busy" working out naked, while their dom watches them on cam that he has at the workout room in his house.
I finally call B.S. on him, and he just abruptly signs out. I gotta say, I'm getting tired of these. There's another one on the Locked M4M site, an 18 year old has a friend who just "happens" to have a Latowski belt hanging around that will fit him, and he's gonna be locked for 3 years. To quote Officer Rod Farva from the movie Supertroopers; "I'll believe that when me shit turns purple and tastes like rainbow sherbet."
Oh, and if any of the people who tried passing off these stories as the god's honest truth, I have one thing to say to you: PROVE IT! Like I said, I have nothing against fiction, but write it down in a story, post it on a site, list it as fiction and get on with it. If you REALLY want to be locked, well then buy a CB, if you want to lock someone... JUST ASK, there's no shortage of guys needing keyholders, myself included!
Sorry, just had to vent about this.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Back in
Hello fellow readers. I know that it's been a while since I last posted, so don't worry, I'm still in. Yes, I'll admit I did take a few small breaks from being in the belt, no sex, but I'll admit I did j/o a bit. I even thought for a little while about not going back in the belt, but after a lot of soul searching, I realized that it's best that I remain locked. I feel naked and incomplete without the belt. When I'm locked, I'm happier more confident guy, I don't know why that is. Whatever the reason, I'm back in the belt as much as I can.
However, I think the main reason that I had to start unlocking was that I joined a gym. In the past, I'd do some light exercise, like walking a mile or two, and that's fine with the belt, even lifting weights at the gym isn't really an issue. It's the cardio that is an issue, and I know I need to do it, so I've been taking it off for the gym, and then put it back on immediately once I get home. So far it's worked. Still though, I need a local keyholder.
However, I think the main reason that I had to start unlocking was that I joined a gym. In the past, I'd do some light exercise, like walking a mile or two, and that's fine with the belt, even lifting weights at the gym isn't really an issue. It's the cardio that is an issue, and I know I need to do it, so I've been taking it off for the gym, and then put it back on immediately once I get home. So far it's worked. Still though, I need a local keyholder.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Some thoughts
Hey fellow readers,
I know I haven't updated this in a while, and well it's because I haven't really had much to say. Some of you may have noticed the new counter that is on the top here, seems to be a nice feature. Anyway if you've paid attention to that, you'll probably guess that I did cum, and you are correct. I was allowed to cum, and have a nice good cleaning of the belt too. The whole thing probably took less than a minute, but felt good nonetheless. So, I guess that broke my streak of not cumming, which was a month and a few days.
I'm not sure how long I'm going to go this time, probably at least until September unless I'm told otherwise.
I know I haven't updated this in a while, and well it's because I haven't really had much to say. Some of you may have noticed the new counter that is on the top here, seems to be a nice feature. Anyway if you've paid attention to that, you'll probably guess that I did cum, and you are correct. I was allowed to cum, and have a nice good cleaning of the belt too. The whole thing probably took less than a minute, but felt good nonetheless. So, I guess that broke my streak of not cumming, which was a month and a few days.
I'm not sure how long I'm going to go this time, probably at least until September unless I'm told otherwise.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Made it a Month
Well, it has officially been a month in the belt. That's right, it has not been removed at all for any reason, not for one second for the entire month of June. I must say, this has really not been a problem at all. Yes, there were some times when it was uncomfortable and for sure there were times when I just wanted it off so I could rub one out, but it stayed on and did it's job. This thing is certainly worth the money, that's for sure.
How is this possible you may ask, actually it was rather easy. I have developed a pretty good hygiene routine. The penis tube has cleaning holes in it, so when I'm home I use the cleaning syringe, usually 8 squirts of it every time I pee. I don't use it at work though, but by the end of the day it definitely needs the cleaning syringe. Also, thankfully I'm extremely regular with going #2, not to be graphic, but it always occurs in the morning, usually after my second cup of coffee, so I always shower in the morning, after that function has taken place. Plenty of toilet paper and some unscented baby wipes make it fine. Also, in the shower in the morning I'll remove the shower head and stick the shower hose into the top of the tube to flush it out, and I do this for a few minutes and it seems to do a good job at removing any gunk that might have built up.
I have had a few minor sores, but some A&D ointment has cleared that right up, and I use it on the trouble spots, mainly on the part above the base of my penis every day, so skin has stayed good. Yes, if I took the belt off my skin would show signs that something foreign was there, namely where the waistband sits, but it hasn't broken the skin and is quite comfortable. Anyway the verdict is that after a full month of wearing the belt, it's fine, no problems whatsoever.
How is this possible you may ask, actually it was rather easy. I have developed a pretty good hygiene routine. The penis tube has cleaning holes in it, so when I'm home I use the cleaning syringe, usually 8 squirts of it every time I pee. I don't use it at work though, but by the end of the day it definitely needs the cleaning syringe. Also, thankfully I'm extremely regular with going #2, not to be graphic, but it always occurs in the morning, usually after my second cup of coffee, so I always shower in the morning, after that function has taken place. Plenty of toilet paper and some unscented baby wipes make it fine. Also, in the shower in the morning I'll remove the shower head and stick the shower hose into the top of the tube to flush it out, and I do this for a few minutes and it seems to do a good job at removing any gunk that might have built up.
I have had a few minor sores, but some A&D ointment has cleared that right up, and I use it on the trouble spots, mainly on the part above the base of my penis every day, so skin has stayed good. Yes, if I took the belt off my skin would show signs that something foreign was there, namely where the waistband sits, but it hasn't broken the skin and is quite comfortable. Anyway the verdict is that after a full month of wearing the belt, it's fine, no problems whatsoever.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Three Full Weeks In The Belt
Well Fellow Readers, today marks three full weeks in the belt. Yes, I have gone much longer than that in the past without orgasm, and I will continue to remain locked. However, this is the longest time that I have been in the belt with no removal of the belt at all. That's right, it has not been removed at all for any reason since Sunday, May 31st. I think this is an important milestone as I did truly wonder how long it really was possible to wear the belt without removal and I'm happy to report that three weeks was really a piece of cake.
The belt has been very hygienic during this time, I can't notice any odors or anything, things seems to be staying very clean. I only experienced a little bit of minor chafing, which cleared up quite quickly with some A&D ointment. Also, this has given me the true experience of really wearing it at all times in many different types of situations and I'm glad to report that wearing it is not a problem at all. Most of the time I barely know that it's on as it has really molded itself to my body. I am glad to report that the belt is very wearable for long periods of time, and even after three weeks I can not think of any reason that it has to be removed, so it will remain locked on for quite a while longer.
The belt has been very hygienic during this time, I can't notice any odors or anything, things seems to be staying very clean. I only experienced a little bit of minor chafing, which cleared up quite quickly with some A&D ointment. Also, this has given me the true experience of really wearing it at all times in many different types of situations and I'm glad to report that wearing it is not a problem at all. Most of the time I barely know that it's on as it has really molded itself to my body. I am glad to report that the belt is very wearable for long periods of time, and even after three weeks I can not think of any reason that it has to be removed, so it will remain locked on for quite a while longer.
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